*Sunday, August 30, 2009 @3:23:00 PM♥
Miracle. Nothing better to do so post. Hah. I'm so retarded. Is that a good thing? Maybe more to the bad side. Seriously, i'm sorry, blog, for letting you die. I cant think of anything to post! Sian. Somebody, tell me a topic everyday -.- Blogger looks wierd so i think this post WILL come out wierd too. K, nevermind. Got back results. Science was worse, English was best i think. Only left Literature paper now. Hope overall standings will be OK. So the day before yesterday. There were happy things of course, but sad things were more. I sorted out my feelings liao. Lol. Stayed back for SC thing. I feel myself incompetent, a disappointment. Maybe i shouldn't be a SC after all. But i cant look back. As if my regrets list hasn't broke the 100-mark yet. When i'm not hyper, i'm emo. From 90% hyper last last week, this week it fell to a super pathetic 10%? Perhaps worse. When i'm emo, i'm not un-friendly alright. I just need someone to talk to me. I feel like a CMI-failure. Sian. Before the rehearsal, I dropped the flag base thingy. Metal, so it rang quite loudly when it dropped. Not my fault cos the thing was loose already, but i still think i'm at wrong. What if it broke? Sigh. I shouldn't think so much, i guess. Oh, and i also left my stapler in the hall. How dumb can i get? My poor stapler. Hope its still there on monday. (SORRY CYNTHIA HON! It wasn't about you alright. Don't angry!) I am VERY scared when people are angry or crying ._. Cos' i cant console people. Yesterday went to NATAS fair with family. I realised something.. Y'know, Singapore has many, many, many people. Okay, lame right. I got crashed, stepped, banged, everything you can think of by people. The crowds really.. WOAH. Then after that went to White Sands. Their theme also BE A SPORT same like our school. Coincidence. Went to eat lunch cum dinner. Couldn't eat much, which was something rare. Cos' for me, if i was starved for too long = lose my appetite. Sad case. After eating, went home to SLEEP. YAY, I LOVE EATING & SLEEPING. Today went to a temple to pray. I prayed for the same thing at about 20-plus places. I really wish that my prayer will come true. It has to. //Tomorrow is teacher's day celebration. //Tomorrow i will be going back to my primary school! Like, finally. Rofl. & //Tomorrow will be a better day. Yeah. I really, really, hope so that it will. (!)13 more days. Counting down. 12september09!
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