my balloon!
wtf forgot to watch inuyasha ytd night D: so pissed larhs! last episode lehhs. ): ARGH. anw ytd was nas openhouse cum Student Learning Festival.. me & val were supposed to be the static station C people- we open the door for poeple and tell them where to exit. so lame -.- but we changed jobs afterthat cos they said not enough ushers so we ask someone else stand-in we go usher xD. seriously lahs, ushering is fun-er.(: i think i handled some 10 families which meant i had to climb from 1st floor up to 5th floor and down again for 10 times. o.O wow. so sian, leg all pain liao. mouth also :C heng next whole week no basketball training =D i also had to work the afternoon shift cos not enough people.(i actually only morning shift) D: also, the lunch provided totally sucks. its quite inedible lahs. i believe i can get a long list of people agree-ing with me. but since im a good student, i ate the chicken and rice only.. ;DD saying this, why didnt they just order chicken rice? then everyone sure eat one mah. :/ after lunch-ing(picking the food, i mean), i helped simin at the reception a while.. then i haolian, say i am A* tour guide okay! JKJK only lah.(: as if lor -.- i escorted people to the auditorium yet i couldnt enter it =.= so unfair D: me & val only managed a peep inside:X there was this guy, he so good lahs. i told him i very tired want go inside blow air-con then he tried to let me go in but failed lahs :X thanks anw =D lol. hmm the exhibits were all not bad.. never see much cos didnt really have time to slack. i saw MS LIM!! hope to see her again soon!=D & thanks val for the orange balloon! oh no, its starting to shrink already:X tdy i found out something real astonishing: i (still) love balloons. although im not a kid anymore =D
-----white-----
i let you go, willingly.
cos i'd rather see you
smile, from afar,
than
look helplessly at me when we meet.
i ran away,
to avoid your gaze.
im struggling within,
barely holding on.