*Saturday, August 23, 2008 @5:28:00 AM♥
okay..
i still cant believe i actually brokedown in class..
lucky it was free period and before recess..
i also dunno why i suddenly will, you know, cry.
overcame with tears. want stop also cannot.
stupid.
i think i too long never cry liao larh
then all come out at once
thanks to jy, eunice, yixuan, cynthia, val and pris,
i think i too stubborn sometimes,
so sorry i rejected all your concern
cos i dont like people fuss over me.
i know its stupid
but maybe im a person
strong on the outside yet sort of weak inside.
dunno if its bad.
i think i got the crying virus.
wednesday, pris cried.
thursday, jy cried.
today, friday, i cried.
and ytd i was still joking with eunice who will cry today.
so retarded man.
i feel so no-hope liddat/
hiaxx.
but after crying, i guess i feel better
though i would really love to go to a vacuum room and scream my heart out.
home econs marks were kinda devastating.
was wondering why i sucked in this kind of cooking thingy..
and everyone else seems to excel in it..
im a really wierd girl lorh, dunno how cook, dun like music=.=
but i have no interest in cooking
and for music, i yi qiao bu tong de
idk if its a disadvantage
but i got good news for sports-wise
btw, why cant they have an exam on sports?
-the Olympics or something-
i would definitely fare so much better cans? ><
nvm, well i got GOLD for napha.
dont jealous arh, people.
i also got full marks-30. HAPPYYY=D
but that was before i cried-.-
went home on 38 as usual
the bus so MODERN cans?
shock dao heh
look like those kind go orchard road those kind
boy, cool seh
and got alot of wierd ppl from other schools.
i thought i had gotten on the wrong bus=.=
now slacking at home, eating chocolates
chocolate bar, chocolate biscuit, with chocolate milk just now
now chocolate ice-cream
later got chocolate cake
i seriously dont have no idea whats going on
but i heard that
CHOCOLATE CURES DEPRESSION
so i guess im depressed?
well, to a certain extent, sort of
why cant he just say it?
i have waited
and am still waiting
but for how long more?
can i hold out?
or breakdown,
yet again?